A rap addressed to God: faith, race, family, and what I'm supposed to do with all of it.
Lyrics · English
Et Filii
Written by Chaippaani.
Oh Lord oh Lord
Humans making me insane
I find myself falling in
Ever more calling out your name
Oh Lord oh Lord
Why is everything a game
Why does love feel fragile
And hate strengthens fame
Oh Lord oh Lord
Many children will you take
Too many dying too skinny
And plenty end of 12 gauge
Oh Lord explain me
These differences in race, why
Their eyes follow mine
All of their faces seem fazed
I found proclivity
In a distant land
Was looking for addiction
Ways to pay bills for my fam
Suddenly a bard, don't know
What the fuck's the plan
Never did I surrender
As I had promised to my gram
Damned be this mind
For reasons to find
Answer a call, that I
Ain't sure is even mine
I didn't know if I could
Until he laid it on the feminine
Sinking like I'm 23
It's just a thing of time
And I bleed
One day we'll meet
For I don't see
What you see in me
Sure you made the world
Everything that's gone and yet to birth
But when did you
Forsake the grounds
And choose to take your trust
When did you move away
To that galaxy in Draco
When did you decide
That we're doomed and out of luck
Like Reno did in Waco
You may say and stop the buck
Doesn't disprove the fact
Souls were lost cause
You wasn't patient enough
So in doing so
What were you trying to show
Fickle minded are we
In disbelief our faiths grow
As humans left to be
We might just kill all that breathes
Not gonna spare an infant
You make us
Murder our own creed
Yet all is not gone
Hope isn't on the brink
All that remains is
Just a voice within
Made us in your image
Dangerous mind to think
Hand a light to burn
Still no chalice to drink
You tell me to fight all Slytherin
Then you go and take thy broom
Speaking to me like Yoda
But never giving a clue
For once, tell me what I gotta do
Credits and codes
For the record
- Released
- 23 October 2026
- Format
- Single
- UPC
859749064596- ISRC / ISWC
QT66B2677082T-345.541.584-2- What's in it
- Written, produced and performed by me. Includes a short clip of DMX speaking
- Written, produced and performed by
- Chaippaani
- Tribute
- The spoken clip is DMX. It is his voice and his words, and it is there out of respect for his artistry.
Masters and publishing: 100% Chaitanya Pandey. PRS for Music writer member, IPI 1343127187.
